Motivational Monday…food triggers
So, a year ago, I made a decision that changed my life. I decided to step down from teaching and focus on my health. I don’t even think I made the decision, it was more like it was made for me. I can honestly say I am still learning and moving forward. I researched all-natural supplements and learned as much as I could. I talked to friends about doctor choices, but was not satisfied with what doctors had to say. I just knew in my gut they were wrong. I can’t explain it, but I knew that they were treating me symptom by symptom and not looking at everything that had happened to me in the last 3 years.
I looked at my diet, and started removing foods. I looked at my life and started removing other triggers. Stress. School. Being around sick kids. Being around negative people. Being around people in general. I peeled back as many layers as I could to find out what was causing the problems. I thought I had it figured out, and I did. But it had to get worse, much worse, before it could get better. By the time January rolled around I think I had been wrapped in a cocoon of blankets for 3 months. I was in deep pain, and it hurt to my very bones. My stomach that had previously been a volcanic mess, was finally starting to settle because I ate very little for a while until I figured out what I could tolerate.
It turned out I had Epstein-Barr virus in my system that had most likely triggered Fibromyalgia. The sad thing is, you can have every trigger point there is and it still takes 3 years for someone to say this is what you have. I met a wonderful lady through my new business opportunity, and she began helping me. Most likely the first step to helping me was believing in me. I can honestly say when she walked over to me the first time, I thought she was one of “them”. Someone who thought they could help me, but sadly, didn’t listen to me. I am extremely thankful this was not the case.
So I sit here tonight, full from my Mother’s Day meal, a tiny bit pinker than I should be because of soccer today and the beach yesterday, and I realize that if you are reading this, on National Fibromyalgia Day, please be aware that the pain is very real. I have spent the last 3 years cringing whenever someone touched me, went to pat my arm, or worse yet, pat my back. I have avoided people like the plague because I was too tired to explain yet one more thing to them. ONE MORE THING. But tonight, I have hope. So if you are sitting there in pain, know that I believe you. And that’s enough to start with. Knowing you are not alone. So I dared to go out on a limb and offer advice not only through this blog but to all who ask me on my new business page. I am not a doctor…I am one person with a story. Your journey might look different than mine, as it should. Be don’t stop if you aren’t there yet. You’ll get there.
I close with a quote from my other page…the tab explains it up top on this blog.
Check out the work with me tab for more on what I later created to help others through this process.
Follow your path and trust your gut. Nowadays we decide too many things just with our brain, instead of hearing what the rest of our body tells us! Barbora
Thank you Barbora:)
What a great post! Just beautiful.
Thank you Michele!